You are nobody, until somebody loves you...

well,
No more retail...

No more custies. No more "can I get your number?" No more cash. No more debit. No more drunks, hobos, arrogant jerks, pervs...

No more "I need a wine. Not sure what its called, its either red or white, there was this writing all over the label... it was definatly a screw cap, or a cork. I dont know how much I paid for it..."

My last night at the LQ was actually a blast... MP, C and M made me feel really special. They brought me flowers and cards and we finished WAY too much champagne. When I stumbled out of there for the last time, I felt like I would actually be missed...

As much as my new job is only filing and copying... Im actually really enjoying it. Its great to be able to do something constructive at work and then know that when I come back five minutes later it will still be there! And they seem to like me... I hope...Anyway its a job. Its not hard, its not stressful, its not very stimulating, but the pay is worth it.

Now that I only work till 430 EVERY DAY, Ive been able to start actually having a life! I can get into the gym and be done everything by 6pm every night. With my extra income I will be able to start taking dance lessons again! *I think THAT is what Im most excited about* Im not sure, but hopefully Ill even be able to start auditioning again, I will be off all weekend while shows run, and in the evenings for rehersals...

Its lonely though... I cant really chat with any of the girls at work... and thats was about the only people I talk to outside family... at the LQ it was enough cause I had cool people I worked with and the customers coming in and out, mostly bad, but a conversation is a conversation.

The 'rents took off for Malaysia today, Im so jealous. And it looks like T will be going to Alaska in the next few days. J got home from China a few weeks ago (and brought me a stunning necklace). Auntie B and her family just got home from South Africa. Everyone gets to see the world. My day will come...

I guess its been a weird little while... it seems I only ever post anything when things are weird...

It would be great to see you! Its ok though... I know.